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2006-08-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

relink

http://brotherhoodofdada.blogspot.com

2006-08-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

kern looks good in a dress! :D

todays nat training was quite fun. machine batting wasnt so bad...at least i hit the outside drop. wat really killed everybody was the hundred bat swings. :P haha.

2006-08-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

haha so today was the first day of dmps, and wat can i say man its super slack! haha watched se7en for film criticism, and lol its an r rated movie with gory crime scenes and a whole lot of swearing, but from what ive seen which is about half the movie, its gg along really great.

there was one really hilarious scene tho.

brad pitt, whos like some detective going after a serial murderer, goes like

HES FKING WITH US MAN! HES JUST FKING AROUND WITH US!

den he goes down into a doggy position that women usually are in when they have. uhm. well. you know wat i mean. and goes like

SEE? THIS IS US!

haha wtf! xD

but there were some really quite scary scenes. i mean, more sick and disgusting lar haha like this guy has like stab wounds all over himself, and theres this super fat omg obese guy whos like face down suffocated in a bowl of spaghetti. sick.

then there was this one scene where the police officer was shining a light into this supposedly dead mans face, when he suddenly coughed! wtf! it was damn scary and i could feel sam kohs chair shaking haha!

but there were some damn cool parts like the one where the killer hid a message, or something to lead the detectives to the next body.

he cut off hte guys hand, and used it to write out words so they tracked the dead mans fingerprints. damn cool.

haha den after that was agm. yes im qm again -_-

haha den shihao was damn retarded.

"i know some people have said that ive been abit soft, so i shall be more strict from now on, and i hope all of you will cooperate with me."

O_O

2006-08-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

no, i am not going to support anime. this is just the cover of new x-men #20.

2006-08-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

wahlao wtf is wrong with singaporeans man. im really ashamed to be singaporean. how the fu(king hell do people like joakim and jasmine stay in the competition? wtf! it's a bloody disgrace! they can't sing for nuts!

wahlao cb lar.

2006-08-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

haha YAY i got placed in x-country! :D

number 43 lol!

haha but happy already lar last time i did i missed out on 50th place by like 5 seconds ):

haha this time i beat joshua to 43rd by one second! :D

sorry matthew for leaving you behind when i promised to slack with you.

sorry yaoyao for not walking in the end.

sorry jorel for pushing you in the forest :P

uh.

nothing much right haha.

wahlao stupid chem test i screwed up calculations :/

lol...

2006-08-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

haha was searching random songs on youtube when i came across this:

heavily broken by the veronicas

apparently i heard it as 'heavenly broken', and so did a few other people cos there were a few slips entitled 'heavenly broken' as well xD.

wahha really nice song. and the female singer is damn damn pro!

shows how you can still have songs nowadays without drums and metal.

yucks but the emcees are damn freaky! goths man! and the way they laugh YUCKS! wahlao spoil the performance /:

haha and no my blog is not dead. yet ._.

2006-08-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

make jotham top of the level! put him on the junior block roof!

2006-08-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

since jotham is already top of the class, we should make him top of the level! :D

haha bio test was a piece of strawberry cake man haha!

chem shall be a piece of chocolate cake.

physics a piece of blueberry cake.

and maths will be a piece of log cake.

xD

aiyah wahlao chem is damn shitass lar. cannot go nat training cos of titration. stupid shit. i go spray the chemicals at ksp tmr lar knnb.

wahlao and got cross country somemore! cb run 2.4 km...can die lar my leg still pain sometimes when over-exerted. shit.

fking maths test never see the repeated linear fractions knnb im gna kill jotham lar wahlao only know how to sit beside me and suan me -_-

2006-07-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

why i still think that chris daughtry should have won american idol:

compare...

^ the original by shinedown

VERSUS

judge for yourselves man...

2006-07-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

haha went for my SECOND national training session in two weeks :D. yay i think it really helps improve people, and get to know pro softballers :D. haha saw kenny that day on the mrt train but didnt really know him so didnt say hi even when he looked at me o_O

haha den today he went to talk to me about that xD.

had a total of 15 people at training today...ah buh, gabriel, leonard, some safsa person, kenny, lionel, eugene, another eugene, his nus fren, kuanghao, farhan, yi rui, weehao, kern and myself.

oh i found out the yuying coach is called robert :D

hmm today got split into groups of 4 for pitch batting. two strikes only, each person 5 turns at bat. was with kenny eugene see (nus) and kuanghao. my first catching inning with them wasnt quite good...kept missing eugene's pitches (the other eugene as in lionel's brother). den he told me he only would pitch three types of balls: rise drop and curve. haha damn easy for me to call :D

first uneventful thing to happen: didnt go for a bunt that was mine and runner got safe in the end.

second uneventful thing: missed another pitch that allowed a runner to steal a base.

third uneventful thing: overthrew. by alot. with gabriel at third :P

haha at least they know my name alr.

batting was...okay lar i suppose. was batting against leonard and bunted a ball that rolled on the line for about half the distance between home and first. and got safe :D yay.

budden next three times foulballed out and struck out -.-

den after that hit a bouncer to leonard who threw me out at one.

fielding was ok lar i guess not much to do anyway. probably the only outfielder with a mitt today :D

haha uh...dunno leh nothing much else to blog about. sheesh got hell lot of stuff to do for next week lor knnb. and i tot the week that just past was bad enough.

2006-07-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

omgomgomg...can't wait can't wait!

haha but i'm damn lag still got alot of movies havent watch.

cars included :/

2006-07-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

haha so there's this aussie guy who's in our class now...andrew from kings school in australia. haha his soccer's not bad lor...only one to score for his team today xD.

haha now pe is damn fun: basically just slacking throughout the entire lesson. too bad next week's the last week for pe alr )): after that will be dmp liao. but at least den can go home early come school late :D

waha anyway we played soccer during pe. omg bertrand is some hardcore shit he actually saved a full-powered ding shot from close range! ok fine it was supposed to be a freekick but it was still close lor. den hit his face and knocked his specs off. lol hardcore...

den he saved another long-range shot dat bounced up and hit his face.

big contrast to his opposite number. his name shall not be mentioned for fear of permanently denting whatever is left of his dignity. all you should know is that uh cake scored one and i scored two against him :D

and that says alot xD. now seetow will pass maths alr!

oh and seetow's no-look pass is OWNAGE SHIT haha. he whole day get the ball look in another direction and pass to a person elsewhere. omg damn l33t hax! haha there was one time cake and me were both on one side den cake moved back i crossed over to the other side behind carvin. den seetow no looked to me den carvin still tot everyone was cramped on the other side and he went

"huh slau is here?"

lol xD pls lar give me my time in the limelight can its not very often i score two in one game ok. well not THAT often.

haha and gareth was like: i'm on your team! how can you lose? LOL xD

den during cle he was comparing himself to a certain evan in our passage. who owns at soccer, and CHEATS IN MATHS TESTS! haha! typical prefect. i bet everyone of them does that too lor...

crisis on infinite earths rocks my socks. as in seriously. its some damn cool shit man really readable stuff. loved it. starting on the jla's world without a justice league. haha fell asleep after the first three pages cos i was too damn tired. NO not because the book was boring. i have faith in dc and in bob harras ok XP

haha gla is like some random joke shit lar haha should go read it for a good laugh.

2006-07-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

haha yay! finally got another new template. ok fine i made this one myself, but not without disturbing alot of people xD. sorry if you were one of those unlucky people (:

spent 135 bucks on dc comics. classics like crisis on infinite earths. haha leon lai was suanning us with his MARVEL classics. lol i used to like marvel but it got too confusing for me : P. well i suppose confusion is two thirds of the law.

dc isnt that straigtforward itself, what with all those multivers and yada yada, son of gog and magog...you just can't read comics like these with your eyes closed. that's why my comics usually last about uh...one day max haha! yea but at least i understand everything.

i know it may sound impossible, but i read one issue of the black panther series and i vowed never to touch another black panther comic again. i know t'challa looks really cool and all, and i think the black panther spirit and whatever hooha in the storyline really rocks my socks. but i just can't tarhan the plot! i dun get the point of the devil going to uranda and doing all his crap there. if you wanna borrow it you could always ask me haha. give you some food pour thought.

well finished the batman trilogy. too lazy to find out its name. knightfall and watever not. haha brian pointed out that in the first volume, there was a picture of bane jumping on the batman. then the second one had jean-paul valley jumping bane, and the last one had the batman jumping jean-paul xD. lolx.

ugh...my legs hurt like some shit and there're gna be four tests next week...bio physics chem and maths. and lit homework -.- seriously lar ri is killing us just cos dmp is supposed to be a slack period of time. i can't stand it lar where the heck is the logic!

grrrrrrrr

oh yar go check out seetow's tagboard before the scandalous tag gets deleted!

2006-07-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

haha second post in ten minutes -.-

anw i'm a full time softballer! ok fine i know i didnt go training today. knn lar just let me explain can?

lol i never pon training lar tmd that's like...unacceptable pls!

ok anw ytd FINALLY went nat training omg! like after dunno how long! tmr also going! i hope...if my ankle heals in time.

anw i was quite jacked lar cos when i went to pick foulball during the japs v red sox game i went to sprain my ankle. damn stupid lar i was wearing slippers and the part at the cage there got hell alot of holes. den i went to step into one -_- tmd lar knnb. den just before match somemore.

and double inverted k's! WTF lar. i NEVER get double inverted k's! i havent ever gotten double inverted k's before! at least when i played marist in sec 1 i got double k's but at least i swung wat! knnb lar.

stupid...fk man next time i play them i gna whack out of the park hr. i promise.

wahaha i think ah buh (dunno how to spell lar) is damn pro! he never contact properly still whack to the fence :O

siao man i think he hardcore pump weights lar XD.

anyway...terrible game lar. i hated it.

but nat trng was good (Y). i got whacked by leonard on the shin :/ damn pain lar wahlao must get shin gaurds alr. but when its big enough for me, theres no ankle gaurd! and when theres ankle gaurd, its not big enough for me! shit lar i need to go shopping again xD.

2006-07-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

wahlao...philo keeps making me think of stuff!!!

today we had some warped example on emotions. shan't say what it's about. knn lar i dowan to think about such things!!!

grrrr....

2moro maths test...

gna stay back and hardcore copy chem wrksheets.

ksp's a fker man -.-

2006-07-19T23:33:00.001+08:00

what part of DO NOT MASS CONVO ME do you people NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND!

MASS CONVOS FUCKING HANG MY COM! KNNB!

THEN I HAVE TO RESTART IT AND LOG OFF AND LOG BACK ON AGAIN!

WTF LAR HOW YOU PEOPLE GET INTO RI ONE!

and not like its damn important or what.

i DUN CARE if your blog is updated.

i DONT NEED to know about a birthday i dont need to know.

and i will ALWAYS KNOW THE NEXT DAY IN CLASS ANYWAY!!!!

FUCK OFFF!!!!!!

sheesh...

on a more subtle note...

if you're reading this be aware that you're making me question my personality.

but im not soft man.

i never liked you.

i promise it was always admiration from the very start.

and admiration, my friend, is never permanent.

especially once i get over it.

2006-07-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

2006-07-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

hello. back posting. time to tell you about my boring old life -_-

i dunno wats happening to me. i think i'm like super paranoid now. sheesh i wonder about the slightest things. i speculate. seriously. i speculate a LOT.

i feel like sleeping. i dunno why i keep doing things all by myself. i hate being individualistic but i just can't stop myself from being it!

argh today was damn screwed up. said lots of stuff i shouldnt have and didnt say alot of stuff i should have. next time...won't let the chance pass.

2006-07-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

whee!

2006-07-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

wahlao maths was a piece of chocolate cake man. i think i really got chance of getting 100% leh hahaz. unless mr teo decides to be strict and minus marks cos i never cancel out the 0/dunno wat forgot alr.

hahaz anw bio was a fu(king piece of crap shit. david court make good joke. but cannot teach for nuts -.- i dowan to say anything else here later kena report to school den i die. actually i dun fu(king care lah tmd.

certain teachers and prefects are like crap shit man. dunno how the freaking hell they get where they are. i tot prefects supposed to set example? den got SOME of them bringing food n drinks into class. den i eat only ORH SLAU IM GNA BOOK THEE! like FU(K OFF MAN.

and the teachers that dun fu(king teach are the really ap ones. like COPY THIS DOWN. and i'm like wth? got use meh? and those kind of teachers that teach the topic on the day of the test itself really should get their heads chopped off.

haha i wanna become teacher when i grow up!

shit sunday for mens league at 11 against red sox haha. somehow i just feel like batting against ong bin. dunno why hehe maybe cos i batted against him last year (Y). and i got safe! haha so happy :D. if i get quad by then can use also (:

2006-07-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

i screwed up.

i didn't mean to put it that way, i didn't want to put it that way.

i'm sorry if i offended you. it was just something in the spur of the moment. i hope both of us can get over it as soon as possible.

please don't be angry.

2006-07-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

today was a not bad day lar i guess. i'm gna start training as pitcher/catcher (Y). just like ftp. but ftp is damn n00b so okay maybe not so good. but anyway coach wants people to be versatile, and as he said: three is better than two, and two is better than one! haha so...need to find another catcher liao haha! neo says he wants to play :/ lefty catcher...like hwachong last time haha.

why am i blogging liddat. sounds damn guai lan. sounds damn un-slau. but maybe its the new slau? fu(k i hate it. okay 2moro this new slau will disappear and the old one will be back (Y). just wait manz.

thomas oh is a fu(ker. tmd he not diu lian he lose out to sec 1s in nat squad meh. knnb still wan to talk about my thighs. this kind of loser no matter how fat my thighs are i'll still bloody run fu(king faster than you, throw further and faster than you, bat further than you, field better than you. so face it man you suck (cock). knnb angsty again see lar stupid loser it's all your fu(king fault.

i wanna buy quad )): i like quad and i hate the catalyst >:( omg i'm using all this shitty smilies tmd i can't stand myself. i shall stop blogging now before i get even worse.

oh haha today we saw a mosquito bite even smaller than neo XD. ok fine insider joke but you dun need to know. we thought she was transexual lar wtf. well, we'll never know until we actually see right? dots.

2006-07-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

wahaha...yougotpenged is damn screwy with its newcastle tagboard. ok wait i shall go change it now haha!

2006-07-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

i'm obsessing over someone. yes truly i am. i think about that someone all day and all night. and it's starting to freak me out. i'm okay if it's love. but at this stage in my life? no i dowan to rush into things. no that person doesn't think of me. i suppose it only works one way, but i do sometimes hope that person thinks of me a little. though not as much as i think of that person.

yes everything is true and is 100% not random gibberish. and i would appreciate if seetow and co. take the liberty to protect the identity of this person as much as they can -.-

on a totally random and infantile note,

GO ITALY!

2006-07-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

wah lao today was actually a not bad day lah xD.

re become damn slack already haha cos we got nothing to do! haha just have to show ms kuo the theatre model (which is almost finished) next week, then do whatever touch ups she wants us to complete, then we're HOME FREE and we get FIVE HOURS A WEEK FREE!

FIVE man FIVE can you believe it?

THREE on odd weeks and then TWO on even weeks!

how cool is that sia xD. wah lao liddat every fortnight will play soccer like some shit, then after that go training with sore legs xD. lucky season over already haha.

wah lao i know i promise you i wouldn't be angsty already haha but i can't help feeling pissed about my batting. wah lao i don't even know whether i became stronger or what cos now i can't even contact the ball properly! i keep cutting it! and i can't use the stupid catalyst -.- wah lao i really need to buy the quad. really really really.

ok im going to ask the others if they want to get the quad too!

wait. they all not online. wah lao cheat my feelings ))):

omg lah next year i got no other bat to use except airgold! and the name sounds so...UNSCARY!

not like CATALYST sia or SYNERGY. hear already then like WAAHHH TERROR TERROR SIA! den you hear like one puny shit airgold and you're like HAHAHA WTF IS AIRGOLD? then i'm like it's the bat i use lor. then i malu haha.

wah lao off shenme season lar i really want to go back for national training but i really really have no time. like actually 2moro can go one lor cos i have new south wales instead of gym sessions, budden i have to stay at home cos my parents coming back late. like wth zhen qiao they have to come back late when i got the opportunity.

argh i really wan to go sea games. then i won't look so malu next to you -.-

stupid you don't even come here anyway why am i talking to you -.-

jeez i'm going crazy. i'm damn scared one day i become suicidal haha.

like wth man how can that happen in the first place lol.

2006-07-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

if you're prying through my stuff again, which is quite likely after what happened that day, you'll definitely find this. and if you find this, i hope you read it like the person you are, and if you feel that this warrants a ban or watever, then just do it. don't hide it behind actions that have nothing to do with it.

you had to read my email. it's not my fault that im automatically signed into msn messenger. i've told you that millions of times already. and yet you have to keep asking me why i'm signed in when i'm supposed to be doing work. fuck man i'm doing work that's why i don't bothing signing out again.

and i know you can read my emails from my messenger account. but did you have to? did you need to intentionally go open my emails and read them? DID YOU? do i read your sms even if i could? i'm telling you i can if i want to, no matter how hard you try to prevent me from doing so. i've had the chances before believe me but i've always respected your privacy. fuck just cos you're my father doesn't give you the right to do this kind of shit to me.

you try to ground me. ground me? are you joking? i hardly even go out at all wtf. you can't ground me, cos there's no one to ground! you dun let me go out, you dun give me any plans for my handphone, and you complain when i use even 5 dollars a month! wtf man if you want me to just go out and make my own living just say so dude. i know i can do it myself. i don't need you to go wallow in self pity at how you need to raise a son who uses 5 dollars a month on calls and sms-es. and half of the calls are to you to ask you after an hour of waiting in school why you aren't there to pick me up yet.

fucking hell i've taken this shit for long enough. you yell at me for the slightest reasons. mum asked me to open the curtains, not to do your shit for you. priorities...you dun give me any respect, and i only need to give you the respect that you deserve as a father.

so just fuck out of my life if you're not wanted.

2006-07-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

what is love?

love is unparalleled. what can replicate the feeling when that one special person finally says "Yes, of course i will (insert personal request)." maybe an around the world all-expenses-paid trip. maybe a new 360. maybe a new house. maybe one of those funky coats you see hanging in those banana republic shops. but they are, after all, maybes.

love is cheap. exactly what would some people do for a first date. a phone call? a cheal concert in some random school, followed by a simple dinner after? really it does depend. how much is one willing to give up for love? does it depend almost entirely on one's income? would a millionaire give as much for love as the beggar that goes around for alms?

love is fickle. why would anyone need to say 'i do'? is it just to give the chance to say 'i don't'? why do people's feelings change in a matter of weeks? why would a girl dump a guy without any proper reasons? is love that worthless? apparently so. love for money, no question about it money is the one people love most, ironically. and it wont even kiss you.

love is blind. remember the elite schools vs neighbourhood schools debate? why would anyone even bother to agree with it? or is it all just a farce, simply a 'oh we need to balance the equation or those who disagree with it are gna look malu'? love is blind...if it was would we even need to ask to be someone's friend? wouldn't we be loved regardless? poppycock...the stuff fairytales are made of. love is blind just so the ogre will win the hand of the princess.

love is expensive. didn't i say it was cheap? au contraite, this refers to the consequences. imagine this scenario: your girlfriend says f*** off just before your dreaded A's. what you gna do? cry? be serious. would you still be able to study? what would you rely on after that? your cca? puhleez. would you allow love to ruin your future? or would you just play it safe and stay away from it all your life?

love is excessive. do you need sex to show you love someone? do you need to cuddle, pet, kiss, put on shows of affection in public? what are shirts that say 'i'm with cupid' for? do people need to know you're going out with tom? do people need to acknowledge your relationship with jane? does anyone need to know you like the girl across the road with braces strung so tight across her teeth she looks like she's going to cry any minute?

love is impactful. one's love can drive a person to the very edge, that i have no doubt of. love with always lead you to something. love has drive, love emits passion, love generates wants and needs. but most importantly, love is the food that feeds all of us mentally, socially and physically, whether you like it or not.

2006-07-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

i am n00b. argentina is n00b. i am n00b for supporting argentina! germany is pro. tami is pro! i owe tami 5 bucks.
wah lao cb kia lah teh referee damn biased. damn i not going to post everything i said just now again here. just go read http://yougotpenged.blogspot.com

2006-06-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

hallo! so we's finally gots backs to school todays. not so bad lah haha actually was quite excited at meeting new teachers.

tot today can meet at least two but knn lah new timetable only meet physics teacher today. but not bad sia haha mr soon quite nice. and hes damn joker also haha. not bad not bad...

n he draw penguin also damn good haha.

hmm...dowan to talk so much lah nabeh today supposed to go national training one KNN lah...

hmm wat else...

oh yah.

my english damn lan already ))):

sad lah couldnt even find the right word to describe my abbs

non existent too simple alr.

negligible? not sure it its the right word to use anot.

wah lao ey...

must start reading already.

and stop talking to people who introduce words like kuku into my language -.-

2006-06-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

wah lao today quite mixed day haha. woke up almost late XD den my uncle was screaming at me haha. den had to go ri to pick up fence balls from the library toilet for training and it wasnt there! and i was like OMG WTF??

den i went back to the car and started ranting haha...so scary man i tot i lost it. den i went there and chew told me that the c div took already -.- wah lao damn heng sia haha. today the braddell field was like SHIT! hear me anot...

IT WAS LIKE SHIT!

my white boots became MUD BOOTS! wah lao.

oh yah.

i had to walk to caltex two times in less than an hour to go toilet. seriously lah kns damn lousy ok there has like no freaking toilets at all lah wtf.

oh yah...sidetrack abit if you know who you are its seriously damn scary to get this kind of sms lah. haha den i feel damn bad cos i wasnt there to cheer you up when you needed to be cheered up den i feel like some damn lousy friend wah lao must leave my phone on and hope it doesnt die on me man sorry lah.. ))):

anyway training today not bad lah haha but i got thrown out by sec 1 XD haha...so embarassing. and the stupid fat guy...tmd knnbccb...hate him sia.

kern and i were throwing the flag around ala javelin style den we put down alr den after 10 minutes we hear some crazy idiot shouting at us. den knn he come confisticate our ezlink...haha den kern kept insulting him XD...

kern was like haha this guy stupid one lah cannot write down our ic number cos he dunno how to write english hahaha!

den after dat before we went back to collect from him he was like aiyah that guy damn idiot lah somemore so fat i mean if he look good then not so bad lah XD...

i think kern wants to be gay lor haha...

chionged finished chinese alr!

and im damn happy cos im going back for national training! yay!

wah lao stupid i dowan to be so malu anymore lah everytime hang around damn pro people like you-know-who...den i like amount to nothing liddat kns lah next yea ri going sea games man i dun care.

coach was like oh you need to start going for nats trng cos they got not enough catchers. den i was like YAY! haha good!

:D

see me at sea games man.

then this year they going japan somemore! if can make it SHIOK arh pon school sia. den can laugh at ______ cos I ALSO CAN PON SCHOOL HAHA U PON IN AUGUST I GET IN PON SOME OTHER TIME NYEH :D

dun even noe whether the person comes here to read anot XD...

hmm wat else...

OH YA!

MEWWILL! LINA GOT SEC 2 BOYFRIEND ALREADY LAH HAHA! XD

2006-06-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

absolutely NOTHING to do now, so i shall entertain myself with some boring old poetry. well if you have me on msn you'd have known that my personal message is (interestingly and maybe somewhat disturbingly):

no matter how much you dao me on MSN,
i'll still love you to the very end
(-insert a random stab at a famous poet, or compliments to myself-)

well that has to be the best shot i've ever had at poetry.

well what is poetry anyway? ever since secondary school i've had a whole new point of view on it. gone were the days where i used to sit down, pull out a book on poetry (by some random children's author, no less) and read about how a circle met a triangle. random yes, but at least it rhymed, and that was all i thought there was to poetry.

rhyming.

i included a few self-styled pieces in my primary school cap portfolio (yes the one merrill, jia hong, moose, gabriel and DAVID CRAWSHAW YUCK! went to), thinking that HEY maybe i could make it on the big stage one day.

then came secondary school. then came deep, inner meanings. then came imagery, the complication of language...the stuff that can be HIDDEN behind a wall of words that APPARENTLY mean something but when you write it down you find that it's total and utter RUBBISH! (the big fat zero and the hurting comments by a certain teacher about how you were able to make it past sec 1 with this kind of work stabs and tears at the piece of flesh you call your heart.)

now, i toil and pull my hair whenever i see a piece of work with the word 'poetry' in any part of its title. i groan and moan, proceed to analyse, attempt to dig my way through the outermost layer, and get a peek into what the author is really trying to say (or to put it simply, what the answer key states is the correct answer). yes i know my view may be somewhat warped and a little directed more towards the issue of marks and gpas but isnt that all that matters here in ri?

gpas, 4.0, samuel lim, paul tern, daniel chew...the list goes on (and maybe i should even have included a member of the human anatomy in it. hint: his name rhymes with scrotum). sometimes i doubt the actual intelligence of these people, whether it's just becuase they actually know all this stuff through reading, or whether it comes across naturally for them. i'm not trying to say that im smart, just posing the question: what would you do if you had a poem put it front of you?

would they go about the same process that i have chosen? will they take the same steps as i take? or will they follow in the footsteps of that guy at one itinery in the cap camp (whose name i have so nonchalently chosen to forget), and find a picture hidden in the poem's grammar?

poetry never fails to stun me. pour example, take a look at this poem by wordsworth:

DEAR native regions, I foretell,
From what I feel at this farewell,
That, wheresoe'er my steps may tend,
And whensoe'er my course shall end,
If in that hour a single tie
Survive of local sympathy,
My soul will cast the backward view,
The longing look alone on you.

Thus, while the Sun sinks down to rest
Far in the regions of the west,
Though to the vale no parting beam
Be given, not one memorial gleam,
A lingering light he fondly throws
On the dear hills where first he rose.

so this is a poem?

and what about this one:

“ARE YOU DARK? OR VERY LIGHT?” Revelation came.
“You mean – like plain or milk chocolate?”
Her assent was clinical, crushing in its light
Impersonality. Rapidly, wave-length adjusted,
I chose. “West African sepia” – and as afterthought,
“Down in my passport.” [...]
(From: Soyinka, Telephone Conversation)

O_O run-on lines now?? so what's the difference? just rhythm? just to speed up the reading? come on man you might as well just take one of the stories i've written and cut them up. or how about this?

why not i
type like this then? will
this make this
paragraph a poem
because i type and
present it like this?

-.- poetry is seriously complicated.

and dun tell me that's the beaty of poetry. ive had enough of peotry thankyewverymuch. even though i know that there will be more to come.

gawd is secondary poetry taking my love for writing away from me. DAMN oedipus. DAMN king lear. DAMN shakespeare. couldn't he have spoken more NORMALLY? instead of having us...WRING our hands and CRUMPLE up SHEET AFTER SHEET of FOOLSCAP PAPER TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE MEANS WHEN HE SAYS

SHALL I COMPARE THEE TO A SUMMER'S DAY?????

poetry...it is the bane of my existence.

2006-06-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

watched rv today (finally!) haha robbie williams is teh pro. and there was this linday lohan lookalike. abit fatter and not as many freckles (actually none at all lol!) wait i go check her name...

some joanna 'jojo' person haha.

NOT BAD lah the storyline haha. perfect 10 recommended it but i didnt really trust it then? like its PERFECT TEN? not really the station that you want to look to for movie recommendations haha!

joanna's like MOM somebody just parked a hideous rv infront of our house!...OMG it's your HUSBAND!

lol...and SOMEBODY wanted to sneak into scary movie instead -.- haha!

2006-06-24T18:04:00.000+08:00

Your French Name is:

Léon Leger

What's Your French Name?

just call me leyon lagger man!:D

2006-06-24T17:37:00.000+08:00

wah lao HOW can i be a barritone! i will NEVER EVER be a barritone ok! i shall always be a tenor you hear? ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!

n i wan to play my drums )))): waaaaaaaaahhhhh )':

2006-06-22T11:59:00.000+08:00

haha overslept today : P...so much for sleeping late and waking up early. anyway went to the gym at the community centre near my house and thankfully it was almost exactly the same as the bishan one haha!

sheesh but doing gym yourself can be quite scary cos you're like some wimpy guy in the middle of all those muscle-bound tough guys ready to rough you up or something liddat. sheesh.

im really losing my touch on yougotpenged. everyone's telling me that the posts are getting more stupid by the day (hey its supposed to be liddat isnt it?), and that sooner or later it will die, whether we like it or not. hey man i dun like it, especially since wewank and talkcocksummit can survive for so long then why not us?

and dun tell me wewank's posts are very intellectual either -.- its just a bunch of camwhoring retards who go around stripping down to their panties. haha i say that even though shouyee's like one of them and will obviously come bash me up if he ever finds his way here (stupid kern better not tell him). maybe it was the porn comic...

anyhoo i remember my obs post from earlier this year XD haha dug it out in all its heffalump glory....damn i wish i could still remember the heffalump song.

aiyah stupid post. damn random. im going to sleep now. byebeye!

2006-06-21T15:43:00.000+08:00

wah lao ytd was the cramps. and today? my foot is bruised -.- yes seriously totally completely bruised. nabeh whack on the bed so hard i almost cried wth.

den go training cannot run properly cannot walk properly...walk so guai until coach ask me whether my butt hurts -.- haha wah lao i limp also so funny meh?

and my batting is damn fu(king screwed up already. throws fielding NOT SO BAD lah but i need to get back the mentality to drive it down toward the ground! damn weird lah wth all the years i not leading divisions as a senior i all drive downwards den cannot lift to outfield. den when i not leading as senior i got problem already keep popping but never pop far enough. nabeh cannot make same mistake as last year.

today played friendly against c div. cb they fking piss me off okay. losing by so much still can talk like some ah beng liddat. not like their king of the world also right. den we talk is just to motivate to other team members only. at most we say (or i say) 'easy out' or wat...i dun use names i dun insult them i dun make fun of them. kns pooi i got damn pissed lah wtf. just as well tagged two people out at home and threw the most *diao* sec 1 out at two (Y) yea my throws coming along good sia.

really need to work on the psychological front for softball already. how to push each other to the limit, how to move spontaneously when a ball is hit in my direction, how to get rid of the fear of getting hit by the ball. see its weird man when i siam from the ball during warming up batting its cos i dun wear shin guards (wear for wat field in game also dun need wat got all dat armour). budden in the game in like oh fk pitch ball gna bounce better siam also. and im like there with all the bodyguard n wat shit n i try to do a lotus stop. can pull off its damn nice lah but most of the time cannot XD. haha. brian neh better improve lah dun pitch grounders to me -.-

thats why sometimes i wish i had a keefe as a pitcher XD. but not as showoff -.-

jibai den my baserunning today was bloody torture sia. run until almost limping. lucky i never get on base when i angry otherwise i slide the freaking balls out of the sec 2s. den game or no game on friday also got nobody to turn up haha.

dunno why my post today so informal o_O. haha later scared i freak out some people who come here like WAH slau suddenly type like some ah beng. well i got no more energy to mind my language lah fk. damn angsty.

i wanna win b div next year cb.

2006-06-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

wah lao my fking leg is just killing me. realised if it werent for all the stuff i had to do during the hols i'd probably have died of boredom or something. seriously no gym on gym day almost sucked all the breath out of me.

exactly how do people stone? according to whatever memory cells my brain possesses, i recall a newspaper article about a woman who died on the airplane cos she sat (stoning) for too long. HOW DO YOU STONE?

its like so many people answer with 'oh im stoning' when i ask them what they're doing. like yay? is it seriously that fun. i think maybe the teachers were really trying to do us some good by giving us holiday homework. but no, that's seriously not the way to do things. especially making us do filing during the hols. yea mr education minister. if you do google my name and find my blog, please freaking tell your bloody education minions to keep off our backs during the hols. we can find our own way to un-stone thankyewverymuch.

so after enduring three hours of pain while lying motionless in bed, i finally managed to get up at around 11 (i guess id have almost finished gym by then). going down the stairs took me 5 bleeding minutes. after which i entertained the question: what am i going to do now?

see, if i had gone for gym i would have been out shopping. but no...now i was stuck in home, motion-impaired, and on the verge of resorting to stoning. or surfing porn. but the second option, as discussed previously, would surely have taken my entire day away so...no out of the question.

well then it was homework time-.-

up til now.

and i'm glad to say i havent done anything yet.

why?

cos i was stoning :D.

and its seriously not bad time really flies while you stone. no wonder i dont complain when others say school is too long.

neways, im damn tired already. and my leg still feels weird. heck man...im going to sleep.

2006-06-20T14:31:00.000+08:00

who's the smart guy who created cramps? and why did he make them all come about so unexpectedly.

sorry guys couldn't go gym tdae. woke up screaming and after that my entire leg was numb. dunno why. hope i can make it 2moro.

2006-06-18T02:00:00.000+08:00

oh yes, and to clarify about the post before the previous post, the rj team that participated in the nus open wasn't its strongest (of course, or they would have totally thrashed the combined schools team. or what's left of it). the rj team was made up of the j1s who didn't make the team, as well as a few sec 4s and 3s. so...

RJ HASN'T LOST IT MAN AND DUN FOR A MOMENT THNK THEY EVER WILL!

wish i could say the same thing for ri...

2006-06-18T01:51:00.000+08:00

funny how some things just don't turn out the way they should be. people borrow my comics for a laugh. well, not comics exactly. more like graphic novels. well they are truly a source of inspiration, and why not? stan lee is really the creative oldie that everybody should think he is (but most don't though. sad.)

well, this is an extract from the pages of 'batman: the greatest stories ever told'.

the story is 'death strikes at midnight and three' (seriously, i can't get over the terribly constructed titles), by dennis o'neil and w.m. rogers. and may i say that the colouring by bill wray is just fantastic. well, anyway here goes:

it is a monster sprawled along 25 miles of eastern seaboard, stirring and seething and ever-restless. eight million human beings live on streets that, if laid end-to-end, would stretch all the way to tokyo, crammed into thousands of neighbourhoods from the fire-gutted tenements of chancreville, where rats nestle in babies' bedclothes and grandmothers forage in garbage cans, to the penthouses of manor row, where the cost of a single meal served by liveried servants would support an immigrant family for a year. it is countless chambers and crannies and corners in bars, boats, houses, hotels, elevators, offices, theaters, shacks, tunnels, depots, shops, factories, restaurants, newsstands, hospitals, junkyards, cemeteries, buses, cars, trains, trams, bridges, docks, sewers, parks, jails, mortuaries - the shelters of living and dead, millionaries and bums, fiends and saints.

napoleaon's army would search for a lifetime and leave places unseen.

an exceptionally energetic investigator could visit the likely ones in months.

brilliant. i'd be the happiest man on earth if i could write like that.

2006-06-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

haha today nus open was pretty funny haha!

results (as they stand)

rj lost to combined schools 6-5

rj beat ngee ann poly 13-3 (or smething liddat)

rj beat ac alumni 9-4 (according to alvin)

the combined schools game was sooooo damn close man. wah lao could really have gone either way. and ken toh had to put kuang how in as a last minute resort to stop the rot XD. haha...but aston's throw is sick man. the dialoge during their warm-up fielding went something like this:

ken toh: throw home and come in! *hits the ball to centrefield*

aston: MINE!*catches ball and throw home. overthrows*

ken toh: ASTON! keep the ball down!

*muttered approval. ken toh hits the ball back in the same direction*

aston: MINE!*catches the ball and throws home*

andre's glove: PIAK!

sweet man...should have videod it ))):

haha the ngee ann match was...not bad lah. haha brian's pitches were all not reaching the plate XD. but there were a few good ones haha. and james' double play was damn sweet man, though i thought maybe the guy would have been able to get back to two faster.

haha and a typical conversation while we were having lunch:

merrill: aiyah slau's built-in food detector will lead us to the canteen lah.

okay wait...i dun think i'll post it here cos its...too sick haha.

*yawn* portugal v iran was damn boring sia but deco's goal was brilliant haha.

2006-06-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

well, a boring old post about what i did today.

friday now is like the only day when i can wake up late. mondays, wednesdays and saturdays are training days. tuesdays and thursdays are gym days, and sundays are church days. so...friday it is, and friday it was today. or still is at the moment. but how fast it will past. only...5 hrs left.

anyway i woke up at 10 (boring!) which was a really welcome change after waking up at 6+ the previous days and slping at 2 stoning at the com.

AND wat else could i have done except hit the xbox? or 360 to be mor specific. well realistically it was more of a combination of both, cos i got tired of getting owned at perfect dark zero by the special agents (yes fine i suck) and changed over to fifa 06. and podolski is srsly a cb. after chasing his signature for weeks he finally decides to sign for seville. COME ON man, how can a mediocre la liga team be more prestigious than arsenal? germans...you can never understand them.

project runway is getting real cool. but as someone on msn told me ytd (whose name i have nonchalently forgotten) it's really a bummer that we already know chloe's gonna win. though im interested to see how the heck she ousted daniel v and santino.

and im so happy to see both diana and marla ousted TOGETHER. how's that for killing two birds with one stone XD. even though i didnt really follow their challange that closely it was obvious their design was the lousiest. come on man how can they be better than santino and nick put together? (was it nick? i dunno i always confuse his name)

den i hit the libraries to find some books to read. or stuff to research on for re. its really getting on my nerves this year. though the three periods are quite a good idea. i could use a few free periods once in awhile :D.

borrowed a few more bone comics. but now they're all scattered all over the place in the order of which ive read them. (oh and btw if my sentences are getting really haphazard im listening to il divo now...so yea...) bone's like some really cool adventure thing mixed with loads of really rubbish funny stuff haha...

and marvel's really getting me confused...so jean grey's daughter becomes the new marvel girl? and scott falls in love with emma frost? wth i so totally forgot the name of the comic but i srsly need to go back to check it out. complicated man. that's why dc rocks cos they keep things simple. and i quite like the way they keep all the jsa issues in order chronologically. good thinking.

hmm...so now im blogging and uh...there's nus open 2moro! haha weirded out man go watch it at the nus field!

2006-06-15T17:07:00.000+08:00

oh does etrigan DIG poetry or WHAT?

totally cool man this is like the one and only time poetry speaks to me XD...in an informal sort of way. who needs wordsworth when you gotta RHYMING DEMON right in your comic book?

quoted from the obsidian age book 2

"unleashed again the demon born!!
burned with hatred, bile and scorn!
what touble Blood, have ye now found
to justify ETRIGAN, lurking around?"

*well some pointers to take note of: Blood is etrigan's human host. i could've gone one whole round telling you about how that happened but...i suppose it'd be easier for you (and me) if you just went to check out whateve there is on wikipedia. whether its correct or not...thats not my problem.

ANYWAY, shall we continue?

"could be, yon maiden of flaxon hair?
there be foul powers at work in there!"

*well here he's speaking to a naughty naughty evil sorceress called gamemnae who TOTALLY wants to like, conquer the earth. harsh man...then he fires this like mouth of acid-thingy at her which totally chards her skin. and they say the sun nowadays is dangerous...

"a quagmire? aye one fit to burst!
with magic like that, i could do my worst!
ironic, yes? the word on your lips?
turning jason blood's ruse to an apocalypse?
give o'er your secrets, to one your master
and i'll bring hell to earth that much faster."

*at this point Faith cuts in and somehow uses her assets to convince the demon that'd he'd better off hiding in blood than facing off with the justice league just after kicking gamemnae's a**. women...what would we be without them...

"young lady fair, with my sould i hate thee...
but your power and hist'ry do abate me."

*aww...how cioote!

2006-06-15T15:06:00.000+08:00

oh heck since im thinking about it i might as well just get it over and done with...

WHAT is so good about manga??

people clamour for places in classes that teach them how to draw big-eyed characters with a nose that resembles a stroke in chinese characters! and the mouths...whats with that man they dont even have any lips!

and almost all of them would fail their hairchecks in their respective schools.

i dunno about them...but i feel that comics should be a realistic representation at least of the human anatomy. otherwise, its probably cheap art more for humour.

but look at the manga business! people actually splurge on that kind of thing! they turn it into collections...preposterous!

yes and i know many would beg to differ, and one of them is right there on the links page. and obviously they'd ask what's so good about western art anyway.

WELL if you would just take a look at the comics that marvel and dc churn out with such ease, and even crossovers like amalgam, they at least have everything in proportion. yeah gamemnae's mouth may look too big in obsidian age, and lobo may appear a little lidless in some episodes...but at least its not as DISTORTED as manga!

yeah there may be a few exceptions. there are a few dc artists that seriously get on my nerves by making their drawings too elaborate...sometimes as complicated as the storylines itself. but manga? there arent many exceptions seriously...in fact almost NO exceptions...all of them have similiar drawing styles and there is just no way to appreciate the diversity of the human minds that reside within these great...almost LEGENDARY artists!

grrrr...i dunno wat else to say but i dont think ive said enough...sheesh just OPEN your eyes and read a PROPER graphic novel wouldn't you?

2006-06-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

went on my first (and probably only one in a long long time) shopping spree today. and got so excited that i forgot to save twenty bucks for you-know-what-if-you're-the-person-who's-supposed-to-know. so sorry about that...

ANYWAY, it all started out with that trip to the gym. we had some time to kill so i suggested shopping! and daniel was like OKAY...and anyway -

ok cut to the crap what did i get...

see i took about 75 bucks there and spent all of it. seriously.

well my lunch was $4.50. and you so do not want to know what i ate...

den i crossed over to popular to humour myself with their pathetic collection of graphic novels. and omg they were going for just two dollars! like who'd be stupid enough to pass off on a deal THAT good? so yeah...another four bucks on two graphic novels and 5 on jack kirby's fourth world.

THEN it was over to converse where after some discussion and deliberation, i purchased a black deutsch-WHATEVER it is...shirt that was going for 33.90 with a 20% discount. and yes i know germany sucks but i felt the argentina was too...gawdy, shall we say?

that was where daniel and the rest except brain departed, and he suggested making our way over to city link, where we could check out the mph there and OMG i found part two of obsidian age! like WTF ive been looking for that for ages! so...got it for 20.

THEN i realised that i didnt have enough money for you-know-what...

sheesh..typical me.

2006-06-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

WELL, here i am FINALLY to say my piece about the cap camp. (yes i know it is kind of a continuation of the previous post but that one wasnt counted cos i watching spongebob. you know how idiotic yellow thingies have a way with me ;P) in a way that can be seen as some sort of an advantage because you (as in anyone who would even have an inkling about cap camp) would have read what other people have said about this camp, and now, you can hear MY version (which you would obviously take as the less formal one. everyone does that).

SO, (and if this seems rather disjointed from the previous paragraph it's because nothing from there was registered in my brain) it started out with me yelling at my mother as she drove through nus aimlessly trying to find eusoff hall (:. well we weren't late at all, but the place was so freaking big i certainly thought we would end up late. the only time i've been there was for the nus open and that was at the field, which is quite a distance from eusoff. yawn...see still thinking of softball even when i type this.

so uh, yeah i reached the hall on time and i uh...slacked around until we were told by pak to go register. so i uh...registered! (oh crap tell me i'm not spouting utter trash now...not this early into the post!) i went to my room, which seriously wasn't bad. i mean, it wasn't like...you know those stereotyped dorms that you see in thai horror movies (yes i know there's only one that comes to your mind but that one is more than enough for me thankyewverymuch).

uh...dumped our stuff...went back to the canteen (?) for orientation. uh...brandon...clarise...counsellors of grps 7 and 8. moi was in group 7 (you know i just realised that the number 7 keeps recurring in my life. like how my register number was 7 for the past two years and now its been replaced, no less, by gan. my jersey number is 7 x 2! XD) so after getting chased off by chu ting (who's the nygh catcher...i really should pay more attention during combined schools games...) we finally settled down where we started...and played games yay!

uh...games...im not really into games. and we almost got to play the yes no game too! ))):

let's see...what happened after that...OH opening ceremony! haha sebi really looked out of place...dress tres bien until the...shoes. haha and his fringe is still too long...oh and my prose has a long long way to go to be as good as his. come on...i dun even know the definition of schizophrenia offhand, much less the way it's spelt!

i just realised i spent hell of alot of time on the first half day. so we shall fast forward...to the plenary!

monsieur larry e smith (funy how french keeps forcing its way back into my language, even though i quit 6 months ago. screw off man stupid frenchies)...to put things simply, i slept through his talk on how he thought his office was his house or something liddat, and how i can one day call my dog my walking torture device (or something liddat. dun kill me). so yea...that's a plenary for you :)

uhm...hold on i'll get my schedule XD.

ok so accord(ian)ing to my schedule, after dinner came the performance workshop. poetry slam...(pour moi, that is)

I

HATE

POETRY

and nothing else on this earth is going to make me like it. so SOD OFF MAN POETRY SUCKS!!! i got FORCED INTO IT.

so when i got asked to write a stanza on the parent's perspective of their son spending too much money on his sms-es (ok my english is getting screwed), i churned out this:

whole day spend my own money
still think it's very funny
only know how to take my cash
my savings getting less and less.

HEY i cant help it right! im a PROSE person!

den was supper...and we went to sleep!

and oh man did i get freaked out. i got woken up by crickets, by creaks and groans in the night, my the rustling of the leaves, by the scraping sound that the watever material my blinds are made of make when they scratch against the walls...in short, i got woken up by everything and anything.

well...what else did i have to do other than go and disturb other people? well..yeah i went to wake zhi hao and choon hiang up XD...den when they refused to come out well...i went to shower. but not before making sure there were other people in the toilet of course XD. first time i was thankful for the existance of hwachong guys. (and NO i am NOT GAY. just SCARED of the freaking DARK DAMN YOU!)

-phew...glad the first day's over. just four more to go! or so it seems. my maths might be failing me now, but 5-1=4 doesnt it?

breakfast...then plenary number 2.

poetry analysis..oh HO HUM...

try telling your teacher that the star of david is hidden within your test poetry. she'll either call you a freak or a genius. nothing against jews here, i'm a christian myself and i'd say the same thing if you told me that the cross was hidden in this blog post that you're reading now.

i tried to think of a question man i seriously did!

okay, up til then i probably hadnt interacted much with anybody, except probably like gerald and kia wee (who i called hwachong cos i thought his name was kind of retarded). yea...first time for me, as my previous post has already illustrated.

den came WRITING WORKSHOP! YAY!

mon favourite movie: the creep!

mon least favourite movie: shutter.

really! well based on the fact that the creep did keep me up for 4 nights in a row (albeit for entirely the wrong reasons) it should be my favourite movie right! and shutter is totally forgettable trust me. and from what i hear the omen isnt that good either. but wth i won't be able to watch it anyways.

i srsly think mr woon totally owns man. yeah hes just damn freaking cool. hmm den we were like split into groups to brainstorm a number of ideas? and I WASNT THE ONE WHO THOUGHT OF THE INCEST-WITH-SURROGATE BABIES IDEA OKAY? just in case davina/yong hui EVER comes here...it WASNT ME! XP...

den was cap excursion...and it sucked so much i darent talk about it. i spent the whole time smsing and talking to gerald.

dinner...performance workshop.

quite a sucky day lah if you ask me...except for screenwriting with mr woon.

sleep...(this time with the lights on XD)

well that seemed shorter compared to the first day! does that mean i'm getting better at summary? well i couldnt get much worse anyway, judging from my 14/25 for ct...please man cut out the summaries!

plenary trois, on day trois, avec profesuer peter nazareth. BORING. lucky i didnt take prose...haha! den came screenwriting! yay!

srsly lah that's like the only thing i looked forward to for the entire duration of the camp? well today davina et yong hui et moi had to come up with a storyline for a play. well given that i had just read american dreams the day before, the idea of angels coming to earth and falling in love with earthly women was kinda stuck in my head...so yea my idea was about an angel coming to earth and uh...falling in love.

which then allows the devil a passage into heaven but not without the help of a treacherous angel who wishes to succeed where lucifer failed. cool huh? NOT man too cliched. and you wanna know davina's idea?

haha its damn damn pro for an idea thought up while they were going to the toilet XD...well according to my memory, yong hui saw the men's urinals in the mirror (poor positioning tsktsktsk) and they thought about what would happen when a girl saw a guy and got forced to marry him?

haha so yea...typical boy meets girl girl falls in love with boy idea but HEY better than mine! (and no im not jealous...)

haha and you should have seen how the w00ner set it up man! fantastic! all the talk about patricia mok and the fei ji chang XD...and the negroe who believes in tradition! omg i have a loooooooong way to go hahaha!!!

well in the end we settle for louise's and retarded river vally boy's idea...about pandora's box sucking up all the evil in the world. haha really nice idea i mean...its quite cool if you ask me. (again justice league comes into play here cos of the seven sins...if you've read virtue and vice of course). THEN came the fun part!

we had to choose one of the seven sins and brainstorm about a world without it! and guess which one my group chose?

or rather I chose?

LUST

of course. XD...

and once again DAVINA came up with a BRILLIANT idea!

while i was busy thinking about how the porn industry would go bust...she said to herself (but loud enough for me to hear)

"then people would all go naked?

which is TRUE! XD...and you think im perverted-.- seetow would get OWNED man XD...

hmm...den was visual arts...batik painting...not much to say about that except that i suddenly turned super helpful then. wahahaha...

den performance workshop...poetry slam...reciting poetry...BORING...

oh yah. my poetry slam group...consisting of *drum roll*

2 hwachong boys: yiyonh ang nicholas. yiyong later became the mc so we kicked him out. (or I kicked him out)

kexin...some rg sec2 sftballer...(ed: due to unforseen circumstances, i have been asked to remove this piece of information. we at slauinsurance apologise for any inconveniances caused to the parties concerned and would gladly compensate in cash.)

kenneth...some ri sec 2 guy with thick specs.

yea and our poem was about handphones. no comment.

den we went to sleep...and ZHI HAO AND CHOON HIANG WOKE ME UP AT 530 AM ON THE ONLY DAY OF THE CAMP THAT I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO SLEEP PROPERLY!!! (*@(#*@!(*#)$@!!!

wah lao...but i wont hold grudges :D

den came SCREENWRITING AGAIN! yay! i love screenwriting. den we had to think of a storyline to go with the concept of the pandorra's box idea. and YES we should not play cards while we are supposed to do our work right madame ng? -.-

anyway my grp's story was smething like this...

there are two twins whose parents are famous explorers and one day they come back after having gone on a long long expedition and they've found pandorra's box! so one day one of the twins walks in on the parents arguing about how to use hte box, and the dad's all WE SHOULD GET RID OF THE SINS IN THE WORLD (swears) and the mother's like NOO BE SENSIBLE! (again stereotypes haha! but what would the world be without them...)

yea so anyway the parents get murdered and the twins are put under the care of foster parents who beat them and abuse them. and one day they get locked in the cellar where they chance upon a disguised pandorra's box and they use it against their foster parents.

so there's one twin who doesnt want to use it, and another one who wants to. but the one who wants to use it was hte one who walked in on his parents so its like mirroring the conflict that their parents had before (deep eh? WE thought of that ok?) ahah so...the inpulsive twin opens it against the wishes of the other sensible twin and yea theyre not affected by the box.

den in the end the impulsive twin goes around getting abck at all teh people who screwed up his life and the good twin finds out and tries to stop him and in the end he dies (tragic eh?) and yea...in the end what i (we) wanted to achieve was to show the difference between a world where there are no sins and the world we live in now. so stop complaining when your teacher gives you extra homework you naughty naughty person!

so yea in the end we heared all the ideas and the artist sat in for awhile.

den plenary4! with diana ferrus...boring. ok fine all plenaries are boring but can i help it? they should get w00ner to do a plenary!

den was the rehearsal of poetry which i cant tell you about cos u wont geddit. den was the get-together dinner!

HA you missed the chance of seeing me dress in long-sleeves black collared shirt with jeans man SUCKER. haha really posh and the food was nice haha...i challanged a hwachong guy to drinking pepsi. big mistake.

cos one, you'll need to pee after that.

and two, you get chest contractions. seriously!

haha and oh did i mention that someone mistook me for gerald cos we were wearing the exact same thing XD...

and yes, my dinner table!

kia wee(hwachong, another hwachong guy frm another grp, alina (some rg bballer), michelle (or gwen? i srsly have no idea), khairool (sme malay guy), yong hui (nygh girl frm screenwriting), some river vally girl and uh...no more i think.

and oh was our conversation enlightening :D

topic?

raffles scandals. think seng heng and you get the idea.

porn habits? how long it takes to efectively start and end your porn surfing time period. from turning on the com to making sure your pants (and you) don't smell of...milk, shall we say?

and many, many more XD.

den there was a really super cool performance by the hwachong guys XD...dots alina has it on her blog...

http://tinkerbell--.diaryland.com

dun kill me if i got it wrong.

den awwwwwwww dinner was over ))): went back for more poetry slam rehearsals den went to sleep.

pack bag...mentorship briefing...poetry slam...rehearsals...then closing ceremony.

my opinion on the acts are more or less the same, except for choon hiangs statement about dance.

either ALL the guys were gaping or NONE of them were. seriously.

if you didnt, den all of us didnt. if you didnt and all of us did, you're a freaking cross dresser. which means you're a girl. NYEH.

den blahblah went home sleep goodnight...

tomorrow got scrimage game against the sec 2s! hhaha!

and wah lao today i really got zonked at j8 man. i went there wanting to buy pants for myself...and ended up buying a bithday present for someone else instead. well whoever you are LUCKY YOU -.-

long post for today,in view of the inevitable death of this blog that will come sooner rather than later.

2006-06-13T15:47:00.000+08:00

doesn't anyone come here anymore? well no i guess. but wth why do i care. at least people are reading yougotpenged and that's good RIGHT?

been visiting a few blogs (what else do i have to do during the hols?) and like almost all the people who went for cap this year blogged about it. so what, am i supposed to follow the trend?

uh right...anyway can't really concentrate while watching spongebob. WELL i shall try my best!

i...frankly...stoned during the entire cap camp. unless you count dinner. and the screenwriting workshop. srsly...i havent stoned that long for so...long.

okay this is srsly going nowhere. it's all spongebob's fault!

*switches tv off*

argh...im going crazy. f-off and go read yougotpenged.

in short cap was fun but freaky okay?

period.

2006-06-06T16:05:00.000+08:00

why do i have this feeling that it was kern who tagged as reader?

ack anyway, today i went gym with some of the other softballers...and im like wth this is damn heavy. seriously. i got suanned by neo and (of course) merrill. but i can take it. i can take it. i can live it down. like i always have.

terribly unfit. or as certain people would say never fit at all anyway. cant believe ive deproved so much since the nationals. from getting two out against cat high to like...nothing now.

(and yes, i do hold that as my highest achievement so...yeah you can tell how pathetic its been so far for me)

i wonder why i'm so emotional now. why do i keep...thinking and blogging about things that never did cross my mind at all before?

izit because of you?

izit becuase...i have to wait for a postivie response from you everyday?

sometimes you say "ok, coming back soon."

but instead the only time i next see you is at night the next day.

do i dare declare the thoughts that race through my mind each time i think of the possibilities? what could have been if i had only -

nevermind.

nothing's changed.

probably nothing will.

but...obviously i'll try.

even if it may mean failing terribly in the process.

like i've done all the time before.

2006-06-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

yes, finally coming back to blog. doubt anybody actually comes here anymore anyway, so i can blog about whatever i want can't i?

well cap did open my eyes to alot of stuff. like, i'm a super big loser who can't converse with people who apparently appear more attractive physically. hell, during the camp i was a virtual nobody. i was like sitting there stoning and talking to gerald and laughing boy. haha was quite fun anyways but...back to the topic:

i seriously felt like slapping myself whenever i passed off the chance to talk to someone new. like when greg first turned to me and laughed at the notice he had stuck on his door, i could have chosen to reply with one of the super duper lame responses i come up with (in my head most of the time) instead of choosing to stone there at the door to my room until hee came to enjoy the atmosphere of cheap but engaging humour.

and wth! even people i already know were beyond me. it actually took like one day for ___ and me to...converse. pathetic seriously. and even then it was her who went like *points at handphone*. ok you dont geddit do you?

im a super loser freak who keeps to himself all the time. period.

and im bordering on hating myself.

well, considering that random person might just decide to search slauinsurance on google and come to this blog in like a one out of 100 chance, i shall choose to stop here, and well continue the rest in my mind which is at the moment chocked full to the brim with stuff that i was supposed to have cleared out months ago.

declarations? confessions? yes they make up a large part of that. relationships? commitments? goals? dreams? very very large part of that too.

and today, or yesterday, i went for the global day of prayer, and the pastor asked...what would YOU find if you digged down deep right into the very centre of your being?

me? i think it'd be rather screwed up at the very core.

2006-05-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

wah shit my softball is becoming more and more lousy. i can't even throw overarm anymore )))): den today had to ask coach to go through all the basics with me so sad wth. just cos of cts...see lah st00pid freaking exams make me lose everything i learn knnbccb.

HAHA yes! c div beat ac today wahahah! but not allowed to talk about softball so shhhhh...

uhm what else? shit i always feel damn sleepy nowadays haha. come home and sleep like 6 hours loll.

2006-05-18T04:32:00.000+08:00

screw. arsenal is losing. why, why, why? 5 minutes wtf. shit screw damn idiotics. ack...no henry next season. shit what kind of supporter am i...

2006-05-18T02:11:00.000+08:00

i am just so damndamndamndamndamn pissed with bio! wtf...i HATE it! oh, and did u realise that i'm not typing with caps at the start of my sentences anymore? GOOD. cos i NEVER MEANT TO! NYEH!

anyway, bio is sucky. for me. not for people like seetow :D.

i mean, does he actually have to read out the marks to everybody? wah lao what a loser lah pls. and how the hell did i get only 71% for ca? i'm so so sure lah pls...

and he can still say "it's not strange..." dots. idiot.

ARH i HATE bio! now i know why they said bio optional hahhaha JACK.

i mean, at least i expected myself to get 3.2 for physics lor -.-

2006-05-16T17:47:00.000+08:00

HAHA and I just realised my blogskin says "Feed Your Addiction" LOL!!! Omg I was wondering where I got such a screwed up idea from XD!

2006-05-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

I'm not really used to having a capital letter at the start of each sentence. Like this. I'd rather it not being like that. as in, like this. But sometimes, things change, and as the blogskin has changed, so has these little incy-wincy habits of mine...

Ok fine, out of point. Today i actually wanted to talk about addictions, MY addictions. Omg after posting so much crap on yougotpenged I actually sound weird (to myself that it), almost bordering on emo.

ACK SLAU WAKEUP!

Haha...nvm...preparation for CAP...prob going to have even more emo guys (and girls) than I'll ever meet in my entire life. Lolx...God save me...

Anyway, one of them is obviously my beautiful xbox. I actually took a taxi home today so i could catch a few hours of Real Betis in Pro mode before my parents come home haha! I really feel that I'm going to get retribution one day...maybe it'll explode or something haha I won't know.

Anyways, I have decided to play a sort of...shall we say voodoo? No...not really since there aren't really any elements of magic involved. Anyway, a pre-emptive game between Arsenal and Barcelona (and you obviously know who's gonna win) on my xbox, in preparation for tonight's big game.

Haha, and no, that does not lead me to my next addiction, which is in fact getting stuck to the com. If you have realised, I am actually online most of the day, unless I'm in school or appearing offline. Other than that, I would be happily talking to that someone I talk to everyday (and whose identity Seetow would surely try to guess...no doubt publicising his answers on my tagboard in the process). So yes, it is another addiction, and one which could ultimately pull down my grades if I don't kick it off soon.

Other than that, and I won't include softball cos it's more of a passion than an addiction, I don't think there's anymore on the list to be honest, unless you count sleeping, which I haven't been able to get these few days.

So, a very sincere (and unlike me) post for today. Go read yougotpenged. And remember to go your lit parody! And bring stuffed toys to school tomorrow!

2006-05-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

YAY! Omg i passed physics! And chinese! Haha fine u wan to suan come and suan lah! as long as I passed lollol...

But next semester will be damn screwed haha! Have to study hard already...

Yea right like that will ever happen XD!

2006-05-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

Yay! Today i have found the perfect pre-receiving exam paper ritual!

1) Pray like MAD! Seriously, there IS someone up there listening. But there're probably like 5 billion other people doing the same thing, so sometimes the phone line might get jammed. Depends on how much you pay and which plan you get XD!

2) Kiss the paper.

3) Cover the marks and pray one more time for good measure.

4) And most importantly, AIM LOW! Haha...

Sian...need to go sleep and do lit parody! Ahh!!!

2006-05-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

yay new blog...got tired of the old blogskin. will be updating soon!